Rough Draft

No one's ever turned you over.
No one's tried,
To ever let you down.

Start of term 3, and once again, we take turns to repeat our desire to hit the books.

Happy birthday, Mummy! <3
You're the greatest mum, ever. No matter how many times we quarrel, all those harsh words, and everything else, it all don't matter much, do they? I'd just like you to know.. I love you! <3

Well, I'll go flip through the past again and update, before I leave this online diary of mine to rust for a week. I'll try and cover as much as I could, cause for one reason or another, I see no point in logging in, at least till the week ends.

Went shopping with Junle, Sarah and Jane on Friday. (: It was really nice of them to tag along and help us choose what to buy. I must be feeling pretty rich then, even with nothing much left in my wallet. Bough a shirt, a belt, along with a debt that I'll find hard to pay back. At least, Junle wouldn't come after me, hoho. And thank you, Jane! For that really pretty gift you made for us. I love it a lot, it's on display in my cupboard now! (:

The events really worth remembering are not that many. There's the creation of this layout, a masterpiece from Tingzhi. (: Oh yes, and south's visit to sentosa.

Left my godparent's house in the afternoon, and went over to sentosa to meet up with south. I thought I was late, about an hour or so, but heh. Everyone was all over the place, and when we finally met up, the sky wasn't in too good a mood, and as the rain poured, the girls hid under some broken-down umbrella, while us guys thoroughly enjoyed themselves thrashing one team and losing to another in beach soccer. Not surprisingly, the rough sand bruised my foot, and the seawater gleefully inflicted its salt content onto it. Other than soccer, the other thing that's still fresh in my mind was the capturing of Anna Beth and dumping her into the sea. Bathed and went off to meet Tingzhi! We patronised PS's Gelare for the evening, and since it was my first time there and the menu's confusing to the point when the only thing that swirled around me was ice cream, I gladly invited Tingzhi to order first. :D And.. I just repeated what she said. Yes, it's always the girls who know best. Ice cream came, and I'd say that the entire evening was a perfect ending to an otherwise draining session at Sentosa. Yes, we talked & talked & talked, till a silent clock chimed 9, and we both went back home. Thanks for your wonderful company too, penguinnnn. (:

Sunday soon came, as night swept by swiftly. In the end, I couldn't attend church again, due to the rain that came at the most inappropriate of times. Had a heart-to-heart talk with Mum, about how I felt about my situation as well as that of the family's, and most of what I spoke was something I didn't think I would have spoken. Well, it came fine, ultimately. Mum allowed me to go for Marche, so I met up with Junle in the afternoon, while Jeff came shortly later. A short session of LAN, another at Nike, before the whole of South ended up in a small corner of Marche. The food did the talking, and yeah. All I can say now's that I'll miss everyone, and certain people's company so damn badly. ):

Yeah, enough talk. I can't shape my sentences properly now, forgive me but I'm drained from playing basketball today. Succeeded in a challenge I set for myself, while Junle and Jethro played along. In short, today was great. In a way, the company of two of closest friends beats just about everything.

Oh yes, I'm 171cm tall now! :D And in case you're wondering, YES, I'M TALL. (:

Speaking of which, Eve and Ethel's back. Yes, I miss talking to them so much. And they're speaking to me only nowww! ): Haha, welcome back! Both of you were missed badly while you're gone. (:

The start of the new term speaks for itself. The decision to release most of the knots in my heart was a hard one, as it always feels when I give up something I once adored. But some knots are still kept, and even tightened. These knots are certain people that I'd keep tied to my life, as I continue to move on in what's the final stretch of secondary school life.

Replies to tags:

Nicolette & Sandy & Liyun & Wendy & Talleah:
Hey there, I love this layout too. A penguin did it for me. Haha, talk to you guys soon. (:

Felicia: Haha, hello! I heard you're not in Singapore anymore. ): If only we can talk now, about the past and all. Haha, oh well. Don't worry, I changed your link. (:

Deborah: I see you tooo. Haha, I'll see you everytime I blog now, and I'll giggle to myself. :D Oh, and imagine a penguin in a gown.

Sandy: I'm not dao, I always talk to you! (: And yes, it's a song!

Bettie: Haha, of course I won't forget my first love. By the way, I realise I don't have your contact!

Junle: Haha, I'm used to typing his name that way. :D

Penguin: Come back soon, you're like a thousand miles away. ):

Right, Round 3 with school begins tomorrow. It's pretty much the deciding round, I'd either collapse for the final round, or leave with dignity and pride. I can't say for now, but hell. We'll see, won't we?

Beautiful girl,
Bless your heart.

And as you traced your steps back, another set of prints lay hidden under dust and crimson leaves.